I need a time machine

Hey peeps..

Today..

I had an enlightment.

Yup..

I'm very regretful now.

Dissapointed..

Can't believe I am so stupid!

And let my desire to give me away to do unspeakable stuffs!!!

I really am the reason for everything that could happen to me in the future!!!

I can't believe I am so STUPID!

THAT RIGHT!

S-T-U-P-I-D!

I have friends!! I have my family! I have my gang!

I have the one I love everyday cared about me, and talk to me, and makes me work hard to make her happy!

AND I SCREWED UP!!

NO EMOTICONS NOW. I'm really REALLY dissapointed of myself!!

I swore to never do those stuff anymore!!

but...

I've already done it.

I have to accept the harsh truth and the punishment, if my mistakes were severe.

So far, I am living well, or could be living ticking timer like the ones in the movie ''In Time'' by Justin Timberlake..

Only that I can't add in time..

Hopefully, I am pardon for my recklessness, and God may pardon me for my rash actions..

I really am sorry. Really sorry.

I won't do it anymore. So please!!! I beg your mercy!!!